Every time Evan is sick, I cannot help but wonder if his lousy immune system is due to the treatment I received during pregnancy. While most women are focused on not eating deli meat or non-pasturized cheese, I was pumping my body full of toxins. Breast-feeding was not even a possibility, so Evan was on formula from Day 1. I know that I didn't have a choice and my chemo enabled me to be here NOW to be a mom to Evan, but it's a tough mental act that plays out in my head.
|Day 2, 3, 4 and 5 - Temperature over 104.0 everyday.|
|Day 6 of being sick: His eyes are a little sunken but I finally got a smile.|
|Daddy built Evan an awesome train track; he loved it!|
|My Valentine's Day morning. Could this be any cuter? Hubby shaving and Evy brushing his teeth. I adore.|